I'm doing really useful things that have nothing to do with my thesis.  But I need this.  Tonight I'll get back to work.  Today, I was rather frustrated (read: reading to scream or cry) for non-specified reasons, and so I realised that I had a choice: either I could just sit down and cry and make myself more depressed, thus making myself less useful when it came time to get back to work; or I could do some happy busy work and change my frame of mind.  Thankfully, I did the latter.  I made a double batch of banana-chocolate chip muffins (I've been saving bananas for this purpose, for quite a while), and then I vacuumed most of the house.  All with my fabulous new haircut, and wearing dress clothes and pearls.  Why does that make me feel better?  Should I be worried?  Am I becoming Donna Reed?  (Those who know my future last name will be even more amused by that question.)
I think/hope this busyness will help me get back to work.  I've been taking care of a bunch of tasks that have been haunting me for the past while.  In the past two days, in addition to the above-listed projects, I've also taken care of almost all my laundry, and I've organised my photos from the last two years into a photo album.  I'm particularly proud of myself for that last accomplishment.  I did that while trying to get rid of a perfume-induced headache.
I'm officially crazy.  And yet feeling way better than I did two hours ago.  The world is my oyster: I've made two dozen muffins! 
I am wearing: navy dress pants, purple dress shirt, pearls and an apron.
I last ate: leftover Satay Chicken, cold and from the container.
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