Often, I feel like I'm mixing bread. My work takes on a shape, but it's still lacking something. And so I knead in a little more flour. I work through some more water. I work at it a little more. I let it sit for a while, and then I work at it and knead in some more elements, as necessary.
That's how I wrote my thesis. My first drafts are always really rough, when I work like that, and it scares anyone who reads them, because of how incomplete they are. But that's just the sticky mess before I start kneading in some more flour.
Tonight, I'm weaving instead. I have a bunch of parts that all need to be put together. But it's not like a puzzle; there are no neat edges and places where things just fit inevitably. No. I'm taking the parts and I'm weaving them together, trying to make them all fit together tightly with as few noticeable holes as possible.
Progress: 3500 words / 15 pages. I'm going to interpret this as "half done," because I really don't want to go past the assigned 30 pages. (Which is funny, because at this rate I'll have a thousand words fewer than assigned. I don't entirely get the assigned 8000 words/30 pages. Maybe I should go a bit beyond 30 pages, because my footnotes are in 12 point. 32 pages it'll be. But I'm still pretending to be half done.)
4 comments:
Keep going! You'll get there! :) Please let us know when you're done (if not before)...
I think that's a great analogy about the bread making. I certainly write in a similar way. I can't just sit down and churn things out all perfectly formed (no matter how good my reading and note-taking has been). My writing always starts off as a big mess that gradually gets chopped, changed and tweaked into something a lot more palatable.
You're such a PhD candidate. All trying to justify an extra 2 pages. At that point, I'm usually trying to justify being 3 pages short.
I compare my writing more to eating a cactus, unpeeled.
With a lot of avoidance thrown in.
I would equate my writing style with those nesting dolls. Start. Copy and paste that to another word doc. and then edit and add. Copy and paste, edit and add... etc. until I'm finished!
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